I Blew It Today
Do you ever just know that God is calling you to something really big? And then you turn around and really blow it? Or is that just me? My church is implementing a new ministry for single mothers. Since I was a single mother at one time, I believe The Lord has asked me to get involved. I can't consider myself a single mother now, because... well, I'm not. My husband doesn't live here right now, but he still takes care of us. Anyway, back to the point. I have had people come to my house to help me clean recently. Parts of my house have stayed clean. Parts have suffered since the cleaning. I get stressed and anxious when my house is messy. I feel overwhelmed and paralyzed. I take it out on the people around me. But, I suppose those are just unimportant details. I yelled at my kids today. Am I allowed to admit that? I yelled. Sunday, The Lord calls me. Monday I yell at my kids. *Lord, t...